well, i finly did it. i told him tthat i undrrstood he wants 'his space'. but i dont want garbag. and i can't get his sistrs to clean THER rooms if i can't get the eldest to. SO, cood he 'meet me on my playing field' (we are big sportsfans heer) and simply pik up the garbag and the dishs. thats it. did it tthis morning.

why was that so darn hard? no iddea.

i gota go bak in to the onc. clinic tmoro to chek bloodwrrk, then ovr to primarry dr. for mono chek and strep test and to check out my spleen. Oct. 15 is sposed to be my 2yr remissn b-day. HEERS TO HOPE!

he has yet to do anytthng, he's ben on the 'puter all day. but we'll see. at leest tthe convo is done. and it wasnt a screemin mach, ya no? whew! he hasnt made a therpy appt yet tho. still wating for that. agen, heers to hope.

thank you all for yor support. truth. i'v ttalkd wtth my husband about tthe stuff i prrintd out. your ansrs. tthe only tthing he wwas concernd about is.........
when dos the line of all tthis become...enabling our son to continu down tthis self-destructiv path, ya no? and hrrtful to tthe rest of the famly? we dont want to do anytthng to hrrt HIM but at age 22, its gettng tuff to NOT draw a line somwher....to stop helpng him not do anytthng.

i kinda agree. i'm just tired tho. reely tired.

hugs all arownd. truth.

sara