The way I see it at least you made it 2 steps forward so on the scale your only at a -1 not so bad not is it your closer to 0 than you thought. Just keep making those small steps forward and before you know it youll be way ahead. Life is not a game so what is it to take steps in the wrong direction or positive direction. Hmm something to debate. And Monkey if you think about it we are all going to be extinct eventually because no one else is ourselves or that would just be weird. Yep plain weird. BUt dont feel bad about it there is nothing wrong with that.