I don't have that addictive "gean" I guess u could call it. But yes right now I despise her right now. Her daughter vows never to speak to her again and that hurts me because my sister will blame me for turning her against her. All I've ever tried to do is encourage her to have some sort of relationship with her mom. Being 17 and all she can remember of of her mom is falling asleep in her food and promise after promise, I kinda don't blame her. I've already told her when dad passes away from a stroke or heart attack that it would be her fault. She also has the audacity to be upset after she has cost him so much to be upset for what she's getting when he passes. My god he hasn't even passed and she's still being selfish! Literally makes me sick to my stomach. If she would have stayed sober she would have her own business by now but she is pretty much homeless. On that note, my therapist asked me how in the hell did I make it out of that family somewhat normal despite being BP? My whole family on my moms side self medicates illegally in some way or another.

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