Two things: one, you do have an "off" switch... at least to the problems around you.... if you need a break, take one. I know "you" will still be wherever you break away to, but you can get relief from anyone who knows you and from anyone who would judge you...

Two: Whether you have a right to die, or whether YOU think no one would miss you (ala the no kids comment) and whether you think you have no responsibilities to staying... eehhhhhhhhhhhhhh wrong answer, but thank you for playing. You are not on earth to do those things. You must have your priorities wrong. Sorry, that sounds harsh. ...... let me think more here...

You DO know I have been where you are.. well, I CAMP on that road..on top of the cliff, actually...

Whether we live or die has nothing to do with what happened in the past, nor what is happening now... it's all about tomorrow. When we become so depressed we can't hope for tomorrow... and so we live with OUT hope...but we must continue.

Maybe the person who can help you isn't in your life yet. Maybe the person is already trying to help you. Maybe your life isn't about you at all...but another... who needs to help you...or who you will help. We can't know about tomorrow...and, like I said, I know it's difficult to want to live without being able to hope for success tomorrow.

So put off the thinking about it. It only makes us feel worse, to dwell on the decision making process...do I live or die tonight? Decide you will live, and should you happen to die, at least you're ready, I guess. TC!