Well, I guess it's sort of like a natural high for me. When the human body feels pain it releases endorphins, which are like this natural narcotic that keeps the brain from being overwhelmed by the signals that the nerve endings are sending. So, when someone hurts me in a sexual way, I get the sting of pain mixed with this rush of pleasure.

When I first got into the whole masochist thing, it was pretty hard to endure a lot of pain. My eyes would water a lot >o< but over the last few years I've been able to take more and more of it without looking like I'm crying.

There are some faint scars on my back, but unless someone studied it for a while they wouldn't be able to see a name. Also, I think it's spelt 'scarred'.