T,

Thanks for being you in session today. It's like I haven't seen you for a while. I don't think you realised that as soon as we were recording our session last time, it was like you were suddenly so distant and removed from me. It was like you didn't know me at all. You just repeated back what I said and listed techniques for me to try. You talked at me and not to me. It was awful.

So thanks for being you today. I even loved it when I was talking about a morbid topic with you and you closed your eyes and blocked your ears and kept repeating that you didn't want to hear any more. It was like you were you and I was me...and it was a lot better. Please stay like that. I need the relationship. I need feelings (not just facts).