Dear T,

I really need you and I have so much to tell you right now. I just don't think I will be able to get the words out when I am sitting in your office. I wish you could get inside my head and know everything about me. I want to share everything with you but my words get stuck because I fear so much that you might not like me if you really knew me. I want to control what you think of me. You say you are really fond of me, I don't want that to change.