I want the rush, I want the excitement, I want the butterflies when I see his name on my phone. We used to be SO in love, we couldn't take being apart from each other, we'd constantly be sending texts telling each other that they were missed and we HAD to see them, even if it was right after we left. We used to stay awake at night and think of a million reasons why we loved each other, and then type it all into a text (which we called a book, since it was so long) and then we'd send it, so that the other person would wake up to it and know how much they were loved, and make their day.

Anymore is seems like even just saying 'i love you' is just a habit. Like there is no feeling there. We text constantly but we never actually say anything. They're like one word texts, just to say we kept in contact. ,,I don't know if we are falling out of love, or if it is a lack of seeing each other. We wrecked the jeep, so now we do not have a vehicle to be able to see each other. Plus he got a job that requires him to work at night, so he works all night, sleeps all day. I sleep all night and have school all day. And there are always things going on, on the weekends that prevent us from seeing each other. ' so honestly we go weeks, sometimes even months without seeing each other.. but shouldn't that make us stronger, rather than weaker.?