I'm glad you said what you did Milanist.

Goldmaiden,You act like this is no big deal; like it doesn't matter. See how easily you did it again. It's just going to get easier.

This is an excerpt from a previous post by someone that I think you should read:

"i had stopped for a week and then then i had to start again. then i told myself i'd stop and then couldn't. I didn't realize that it was going to be like this."

When they posted that it hurt me so bad. I don't know them but that is how I felt after I had started... I didn't know it was going to be like that. I've never used drugs (other than prescription drugs) or tasted alcohol because I was warned not to; I was warned they were addictive, but no one ever told me SI was addictive.

You're getting a chance many of us wish we had, to stop before it is near impossible to quit. You don't realize how lucky you are to have that chance, and how much it hurts us to see you throw it away in disregard.

You still have a chance, don't make life worse for yourself. You may think that cutting won't make it worse, and if that's how you feel I pray that you never find out the truth.

There's still so much hope for you.

Please don't throw it away