Anybody else ever get really fed up with putting on the "happy face"? My whole life is falling apart and yet all day every day I spout all sorts of positive nonsense about life being all about change, and challenges making you discover your strengths,and this is a new chapter and I am so blessed and..... I could start farting rainbows soon I think. Really what I want to do is scream and rail at the universe and say f-it. I'm so tired of being okay and plodding along. I'm tired.

Sorry, rant over.