I would have had the 4th hand raised Anika Soul connection, mahn I haven't felt that IRL for ages, and even when there's an inkling that I could experience that connection, it somehow doesn't manifest, wether I sabotage it or not... I feel like a lone soul too, nobody IRL to REALLY connect to, and yes, partly bcoz I'm weird, I admit. For now tho, my soul connections with my PC sisters and Mama Roadie are ample and safe