I was happy for the diagnosis but a little background for the reasons. I had been in and out of Therapy for years and had been diagnosed with everything you can think of and none fit completely. I was researching bpd on my own and was pretty sure I was suffering from it. I have always had the goal to get help so it was a direction to to with the help I look for.

Don't be afraid, you're really not sick. The thing is you have unstable emotions, you're not broken or ill. I believe all of us are wired differently and bpd is just one way to describe a certain set of "wiring schematics" Now you can find the right electrician and replacement parts, so to speak lol.

Good luck! *hugs*