My Mother-In-Law has been in a hospital or in a nursing home since May 2012. She was just Hospitalized again with Sepsis. When we went to visit her in the hospital she lashed out at my husband and I saying that we don't want to help her or take care of her. Really angry with us for being at the nursing home, saying we should be willing to take care of her. Problem is that she has numerous medical problems since her stroke. My husband and I don't think we are qualified to be caring for her. My altars are really shook up, we thought we were doing what is best for her, inside we are hurt and confused, and Phantom is really angry. We just feel very tense and wanting for the first time in a long time to cut ourselves. Someone inside is very sad just keep feeling like crying.
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