Thanks, it helps to hear you say that. I'll try to think of it as just an accident.

I think I'll wait a bit with going to a therapist though, I don't think I can. Being under eighteen the guy i went to is the only therapist I could go to without having to see my parents about it first and he told me if it turned out to be serious and I had to come more than three times he would have to tell them anyway.

I just can't tell my parents. I know that sounds really childish, but I just can't.