Im just about in the same boat...Just recently got off meds and now im waiting for them to kick back in...I didnt think I would make it today...I had to drive downtown in traffic with racing wild thoughts...Almost completely untouched with reality and Im not even sure how I made it there and back from the allergist...While it the waiting room thought like putting my head through the wall temporarily or punching it so I wouldn't bother anyone ...ANyway, I know whats Its like Im still having trouble until these meds start to kick in...Im counting the days hrs mins until they kick in..Its about the only thing I can remember now...Hang in there..