Last night taking some advice from my old t i decieded to write my mom aa email letter along with a poem i had written asking about my father...... ive asked her before but she would always say she didnt want to talk about it... i asked her in the email to responde back in the email cause i was comfortable asking her face to face..... and she actaully told me about him ...... theres still a few things i want to ask her .. whci h she told me if i had any questions to ask cause she didnt know what in all i wanted to know...... but all in all i have some closure ..... makes me feel good but sad........