Today has been an okay day. I woke up a little wait, and my niece got here to visit me before I even got to let all of my dogs out (while she was here, she helped me pull the kitchen carpet! Yay!). The neighbor girl came over to do her chores at my house (letting the dogs out, cleaning the turtle's tank, and generally picking up the kitchen) and she just so happened to be here when the pharmacy dropped off my medicine (so she was able to grab the meds for me! YAY!) I got to try out the psychcentral chat and met some interesting people.

My cousin, who I love VERY much, called me a couple of times, and that kind of got me annoyed, because I get crappy phone reception in the house. The neighbor girl never came back the second time to let the dogs out, so I am having to do that now, and neighbor girl has her phone turned off (annoying because I pay her phone bill). My man was supposed to be here for breakfast for dinner at 8, and he's 45 minutes late, if he walks through the door NOW (annoying because I am a diabetic, and try to time my meals.) My min pin decided to poop in the hall, because she didn't go out as scheduled (waiting for the neighbor girl, because this is a high anxiety day for me). I want a shower, but have to wait until after dinner, because I am OCD, and it just doesn't FEEL right!!!

All of those little things are annoying, but they are not anything to feel RAGE over! However, I am feeling RAGEfull! I want to yell, scream, throw and break things.

I am (thankfully) keeping my cool, so far. I wanted to HURT the min pin, but didn't. I tried calling the man and the neighbor girl, but can't get a hold of either one of them - lucky them.

I know that this is chemical. I know that it will pass, but until it does I am just so frustrated and irritable!!!