I feel for you. I hate you are so torn. It is not for me to say you should tell your dad, I can't imagine how hard this must be for you. Keep talking to us here at PC.

I am female and never wore dresses. I played w/ tractors as a kid. I worked on a horse farm cleaning stalls w/ guys. I picked up hey in the hey field w/ all guys. I took 5 years of agricultural science and mechanics in high school. I love to cut fire wood and do guy stuff. But I am attracted to men. I am married to a man and have children. I am definately female, tomboy but female. My H loves me cowboy boots and all. He doesn't like my horses but he expects me to handle hay and unload feed just like any man cause if a man can do it I can do it. I like what guys would usually like but I am all female. So be sure you are trans before you do or say to much to your folks. How certin are you. If you are absolutely certin that is great. Uncertinity is a bad place to be no matter what the subject.