Thanks, everybody. I think I just needed to hear that it does get better eventually. And realistically, I can see the incremental changes in myself. And, yeah, I am in therapy. And I do think it helps.

Sometimes I just get so tired of struggling...some people don't seem to have to struggle so much. I just want to be NORMAL. It exhausts me. I feel like I see-saw between thinking I'm fine and things are TOTALLY NORMAL and admitting to myself that things are completely weird.