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Old Dec 11, 2012, 12:28 AM
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Originally Posted by OutofTune View Post
The voices won't stop encouraging me to commit suicide. They're also saying everyone I have ever known and loved is going to either press charges against me or pump my morbidly obese stomach full of bullets. I don't feel suicidal... just very depressed and lost. I am so down on myself. Worthless meaningless existence. Music doesn't help. TV is impossible. I don't know what to do with myself.
I have one of my voices, Steve, that sounds exactly like that with the insults, the threats, and telling me bad things about my loved ones. One way I cope with him (this is kind of embarrassing but it worked) was to picture him in my mind and fight him. Normally it doesn't get to that point but it did stop him for a long while. Hope you get to feeling better.
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