T,
It's such a shame that I have to wait for over a week before my next appointment. It's not at a good time, when it feels like you're not out there for me anymore, and everything in life is pilling up and stressful. I'm not managing my studies. I don't know if my horse will be okay. You're not out there. It's a long, long time to be so, so alone.

Please come back?