It's a hard question. I'll try to make it short.

we aren't very close. My mother loves working so she does that a lot. She switches jobs often and likes it to be in new exotic places so we move around often. She also sleeps around a lot, and my father still madly in love with her has started drinking a lot. And that pretty much leaves me with relatives or family, wherever it's most convienient. If they move too far away, they take me with them of course.

I act like the person they want me to be and that way we get on fine. I doubt they would listen and if they did it would mean having a relationship with my parents, and I don't want that anymore.

I think that's why I can't tell.