Ugh. Cried my eyes out until 6-7 a.m last night, finally fell asleep. Not feeling much better, but I guess I've got stuff to talk to T about. Maybe. I'm not sure if I want to tell her about it. She tends to tell me to not worry about pleasing others or trying to fit in, etc, and to just be myself. Surely doesn't help when I feel like an outsider among my own friends and am limited in what I'm capable of doing compared to them.