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Originally Posted by gabmux
After reading the description of borderline that is in this thread,
I became very sad.....
to think that I've had all of these borderline symptoms my whole lifetime.
I've wasted a whole lifetime with my borderline behavior. And also
the lives of the people I came in contact with. I am deeply ashamed.
Had I not stumbled on this PsychCentral website, I might never have found
any explanation at all for my worthlessness. I would most likely have spent
what's left of my life blaming everyone else for my problems.
I don't know if I am still young enough to make any worthwhile changes now that I can admit to my insanity.
I wouldn't even know where to begin.
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A lot of us feel the same way....I among them. We knew something was wrong our whole lives. All these constant problems, or we managed to pretend all was okay for a long time. Then, it got to the point that we couldn't do it anymore.....discovered BPD...were lead here. I am among them. You're not alone anymore. Find solace here, and work on getting better.
Late is better than never. Imagine the amount of people who have the same issues but never discover the truth, never know.....