Lee and S4ndm4an, first off i want to say thank you very much for replying and giving me advice! it means more to me than you know! Leed, what i meant was, there are days where i am longing for that physical comfort but only from her, no one else and it is just very very hard sometimes to want to continue on however she always knows what to say to make me feel better about it. S4ndm4n, that is a fantastic idea! I am a huge gamer myself, especially MMO's, honestly i dont know why i havent thought about this before! Thank you so much!! both of you!