Hi Indigo1015, I am glad your moving and starting a new life, I wish you the best. You have a right to be angry when some people have hurt you so bad and yes some of will, but not all of them are like that, I just don't think you've met the kinder people. After you move take your time and meet some new people take notice of how they act initially and how you feel, if you feel bad about them then stay away from them, then move on to someone else see how you feel around them and so on. Maybe doing something you enjoy, or volunteering somewhere. Me, I like animals and can relate to animal lovers. This was a long hard struggle for me, so I can relate. You don't have to be afraid, if your angry thats okay you have a right to all your feelings. It will be okay.