thanks for the hugs.
I still don't know why I got hardly any replies.
I feel bad.
Guess no one can relate.
I feel like deleting this post. But I can't and even if I could, I wouldn't. New behavior; I can't keep deleting posts just cause I think ppl don't like them or can't relate.
I really feel insecure though.
Should I start another thread or just shut up? lol
Carol
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