Hi, I think you would be better off if you broke it off. It sounds like you feel really alone with him in your life. Its just fear of the unknown and I know how it feels. But he is bringing you down. I agree with the previous poster said time alone is a good thing. I really love my time alone, it helps me get centered, otherwise I feel anxious, and unhappy. And I have to let go of the people who arent good for me.