I have Bipolar II and Borderline Personality Disorder, and I'm on social security for it. Well I left my husband 5 months ago because of 13 years of mental abuse. Unfortunately I had to leave my 13 year old son because he chose to stay. My question or issue is, Ive moved 4 hours away, and have been manageing my SSD alright, but they are about to accuse me of abandonment and take 20% of my check for child support. I may have no choice but to go back to my abusive husband whom I've filed for divorce, because I can't survive on my own. My bipolar II is causing me even more depression. I tend to dive into journaling like MAD for it is my way of coping. Any advice about ways or what to do in order not to go back to him? Ill be miserable, and try suicide again, I fear...