Hey there...I cant relate..Ive lost best friends over the yrs due to my disorder...from acting nuttier fruiicake at times...But hey real friends stick with you through the thick and the thin...Screw her, you ought change your perspective and think your better off now...she sounds like a user and basically had little respect for you probably because your shy...Dont worry bout it...I know easier said and done...Move on lifes short were all dying slowly but surely one by one...Keep your head up high and youll find better friends then that sooner or later...