I am constantly testing my fiance to make sure he loves me. I will purposefully fight with him and make him angry and then tell him to leave. So many times I have started these arguments out of sheer boredom. Sometimes I will start the arguments because I really want to make sure that he wants to stay. He told me recently, which he has not said before, that if I keep this up he will leave. I do not want him to leave. I do not want this to be over. Why am I single-handedly sabotaging this relationship? I do this with every damn relationship I have had. I am sick of this crap. I am sick of ruining everything. I swear one day I will come home and he will be gone. Why do I do this? How can I stop it? Can't I just be happy with what I have??