trust me i have more than one story but you have to know that no matter what you always have a reason to be happy like your music or your band for me its the kids im my music class its not hard to smile if you have a reason and all you have to do is find tht reason it didnt take me long and im sure it wont take you long and im only 13 the most important thing to me is staying positive thats all you need at times like this and thats so cool that your in a band i teach music myself but ive always wanted to be in a band but its hard to find people especially when you have disordors like i do i mean i have whole conversations with people in public before i realize their not their it could always be worse and it can always get better i hope you know tht