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Originally Posted by Coma Patient 7
It may be your medications as this is largely what they do, keep you in different parts of your own mind with chemicals. It's often in a conscious state as to help avoid the chaos of the subconscious.
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I'm of the total opposite belief here. If something is ever done by me "without thinking" it comes out nice, organized and splendid. My "subconscious" is a place where thoughts get organized and well put together with no conscious effort. It certainly is not a place of chaos.
That is why I wish I had more of it. A lot is just in the open. In a way that is nice too. I can't hide things from myself and pretend. But at the same time my conscious is not very smooth running.
No it's not meds, always been like this. At least down to age 11 month about.. I can't remember much before that.