Sub t got me going again. I was doing ok but now I'm back to thinking about it all. I want to throw a tantrum and yell. I want to be done with therapy. I hate feeling like this. I hate it. It only gets worse. I want to dig my heels in and make u drag me. I want any attention, even negative. I am feeling frustrated and annoyed at life. I don't know how to soothe. I just am so sick of it all: school... Everything. I'm sick of being told that things are wrong with me. I'm sick of feeling like I should be doing something but I'm not. I'm sick of feeling like a needy failure.