And thank you guys for the support. I hope tomorrow I can try to like it a little at least enough to not feel so self conscious.

Ohh and the kind compliments! That is always nice for us to hear. I am working on believing them myself and will put them into my evidence pile.

Trippin, thank you for that. It's hard for me not to feel like I "should" be ok with it. Or that this is where vanity gets you, or something like that. Some stuff is drilled into my head pretty good.