First I want to take the time to thank you both for the replies. I really hope there is a chance for us, but at this point I don't see one. To add to all of this (the part I left out) he tells me he's not attracted to me any more (I can see that since I really don't like who I am and have been) that he needs more. He wants to be able to keep me, but do whatever he wants with whomever he wants. And it should be ok with me. What are your thoughts on this?