honestally i can't remember a lot of it after she had said (her exact words)you don't want to put any effort into anything. she said because i am having a hard time taking my medication and taking care of my health she said that i don't seem to care weather i live or die.i said it isn't like i am going to kill myself.that is when she said this effort thing. i think she talked some about other people and whatever i cant really say for sure i just get it all mixed in my head with thoughts that were screaming and warning and all these horrible feelings of hate and anger for everything.i just wanted to hideto get away from it all.to take everything that i spoke away .i let her know to much about me and now she is horrible and is going to try and fix what cant be fixed and then say to heck with it or just give up.