Normal is scary. Things aren't good right now. Money is tight, my disability was denied, my job is hanging on the disability appeal, I'm trying to figure out two trips we're taking the end of the month as far as money and stuff is concerned. The scary part is I'm not overly worked up over it.

In situations like this I'm used to being so stressed that I'm either on the verge of tears constantly, or so irritable even I can't stand being around me, but I'm not. I don't know how to handle this calm. I feel like I should be panicking but I'm not. What am I supposed to do now?