Okay so, I had group today.. No really sure I going to get what I want from it and but I not going to give up. (Yet) I tend feeling confused after.

But the reason why I'm posting is because since my last post on Saturday I have been fantastic , I mean like nothing getting me down great. Okay I have lost my temper a few time but I've bounced back.

The thing is I went on a date last night, and they guy seems to be great, good looking, a gent etc,
I'm going with the flow. But we all know what happens.
They turns in to pricks we are there's for life. They to nice we hate them.
So what I want to do because even tho I can't see things straight for what they are sometimes.
Is I'm going to start writing a blog in here about it.
Because we may not see things for ourselves but when it comes to advice I think we a pretty god damn good at it.

This is only one date so far, so don't want to jump the gun. But I want to continue likening this guy even if he sips his tea funny.
So I don't expect a comment every time I right stuff but if I write something and it seems Irrational I want some one to slap me so I don't ruin things this time.

Is this okay with you guys to write about this? I just know how we think. And I want to be happy.
Although I don't think I deserve sometimes. I know deep down I do.