It seems to be getting worse and worse.
I'm decent when my BF is here, when he's home from work etc.
My mood lifts, it didn't stay liften very long.
Nothing but grey skies and rain... suppose to be the same tomorrow as well... I can't seem to catch a break.

The day's are getting shorter, the sun is out less... It's getting chiller as well....

I should drag out my lightbox, haven't done it...

I'm in the pits.
I'm stuck.

I don't recieve support where I need it, to help get my life back together.
I can't do it on my own, my BF isn't good at helping to boost my self-esteem or confidence. Plus he hates his job and is miserable too.

I feel lost.