Thanks I have talked to him some but not all. He is so logical. I get scared sometimes he will think I'm "crazy" and like... not love me any more. I will talk to him some more. Next time he is with me with the lights I will point it out.

But, the light thing scares me not because it is happening exactly. But it's what was happening to me before when I was having my really big problem with that people were out to get me. Like that big, big one. I used to have the lights turning off on me like that and that is when I believed I was extremely powerful...