"going through the motions" yep - that's about right. Today I was thinking that if I did what I truly felt like doing (walking off the job and retreating to not doing anything at all) I'd really hurt my hubby in the process. He's a good guy, so I keep going through the motions. It doesn't help though. (unfortunately, my meds (zoloft) and therapy don't help much either.) I guess I just keep giving it time and hope it doesn't get worse.