My sweet friend, Tomi! My beloved son, Gustav!
Thank you, for giving me the gift of a morning in love and togetherness!
Tomi... I feel your sadness and pain...
There are pieces missing in your life... I wish with all my heart that you will find them, to hold them in your hand again. You deserve a completed puzzle... you've put your heart, body and mind into getting these pieces to begin with... they should still be yours to hold.
Tomi... I'm here for you, my friend!

Talking with my dear friend Tomi and my son standing close to me... looking at my friend... ah what a joyful moment. Making funny faces... laughing... kiddin' around... sorrows left behind this minutes in time. To hold my Gustav close to see his smiling face, made my heart... the heart of a mother, feel joy. I treasure my son, more than I can ever describe... I love him and his sister!
I couldn't help myself but writing this little thing:

[b]Erasing days of pain[b]

in this early morning hour I felt a love to recover
erasing more than ten days of pain.
my friend with a golden heart about to get completely torn apart
by the hurt of those meant to be close holding her hand
she showed me her loving expression on a glowing face
waking up feeling so small like dust on this earth
she gave me a new morning birth
holding me close with words of love
I owe her more than I can ever repay

good things happened twice
you never know it's like rolling a dice
with my friend’s eyes on the computer screen
my son showed emotions like covered in gold
to feel his arms around my neck
to hear him laugh
to have some fun with my own flesh and blood
yes- erasing more than ten days of pain
sad rough days, fading- vanishing into the air
leaving with all the despair
this morning
a morning surrounded by LOVE