Hello Kel,
I completely relate to what you are going through and I am so sorry we all didn't respond sooner. I have OCD as well and I suffer from irrational fears of loved ones being harmed. I know what you are going through! OCD is one of the must intense anxiety disorders out there. I myself am on medication for this that helps me out alot! Before being on medication for it I was an absolute MESS! Didn't sleep, paced, didn't eat, etc. With the medication my life has improved 70 percent of what it was. You mention taking Serozene. Serozene I believe is an older medication that has quite a bit of side effects. I myself am on Lexapro which is a new medication and like I said it helps me a GREAT deal plus I got to therapy every 2 weeks. Both the medication and therapy has made a HUGE difference in my OCD treatment. There are many medications out there that work wonders for OCD! Lexapro, Luvox, Anafranil, Celexa, Zoloft just to name a few and most have minimal side effects. Myself personally I don't suffer from any side effects at all with Lexapro. I strongly urge you to consider other medications if you don't decide to go the route of medication therapy then you should hook up with and OCD specialist. Try this link : http://www.ocfoundation.org/ to find a specialist in your area. Good Luck! Please keep us updated! If you would like you can add me to your address book or instant messenger and we can chat anytime.