Thanks, MKAC

I wish he could understand too. Part of me wants to fight until he DOES, until he hears me and gets it...and part of me just wishes that everything in therapy didn't have to be so freaking HARD.

Maybe it IS time for a new T. Which seriously sucks, after working so hard ALL YEAR to move through this. AND which seriously sucks because my insurance is about to change and I don't even know if I can afford another T.

Sometimes I wonder if "no T" is the way to go. Just live and hope for the best.