Please see my post to you in the New Members section.

I am really sorry you are having such a hard time finding a job. It has to be very stressful and frustrating.

Nevada has the highest unemployment in the nation right now -- I just heard that on the news tonight. You probably already know that! I don't say it to discourage you but to let you know that it's tough going right now and is a bigger problem than it would normally be. Please be kind to yourself and try not to get angry when it's more a matter of your state's economic problems.

I don't want to come across as negative or discouraging , but it's usually best if you are not so hard on yourself!