Hi Mystry,
Sounds like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.
Don't be mad at yourself for being happy for a few days 'cause for those few days, you were happy. There's nothing wrong with that. You're happy somedays, you're sad other days-the sad days shouldn't discredit the happy days. That's not fair.
You're not garbage and you are something. You're a good person and you deserve good things to happen to you in your life and you're just as deserving as anyone else on this forum.
((((((Mystry))))))