You make an excellent point about showing good faith. And I do need this particular med on a regular basis, and I am appreciative of his support and don't want to burn my only bridge, so to speak. It's just the mentally of anticipating it messes with me, of course been restricting all day. I'm afraid if I say, "look, it's obvious I've put on weight......" He might say something like "yes you have" which would just be devastating to me, know what I mean? I see much thinner women all around me and can't help but feel like a joke for needing to be weight checked at the place I am at now. I am afraid he will think I am fat and really let myself go. Ugh.