Hope it calms down soon DH, this is an intense time all around. I spoke too soon about being able to control the electricity, I seem to have lost that ability.
I got really irritable yesterday with running late everywhere and bad traffic, and at gas station I tried to use a card and the machine froze ughh.. go talk to the guy he said I'll just have to try a different pump. Move car to new pump, I freeze that machine too. At this point I want to yell, but I don't, go back in to talk to the guy and heard something on his radio talking about evil spirits being responsible for something horrible that happened in Kentucky (sounds so crazy but really happened, unless I'm going to suddenly be hearing voices), then a car alarm started going off at another pump and the driver was near it and hadn't touched anything.

So now I'm worried it's starting again for me too. Thought I was past being afraid. I'm even afraid to do a search on this Kentucky thing, but I need to know if it means anything.

And then the horrible fear that maybe it's just me, insane. Ughh I'm so sorry, wish I had answers! But I have hugs and good thoughts of love and light surrounding you and yours.