on 8/11/06 I got the news that the coast gaurd had found my grandsons body in the delta waters theyy had been looking for him all night. This was at Bradford Island it was all over the news! I believe that if his mother had been watching him closer,had safty gates up, had not let him play alone down stairs in his bedroom by the front door where it was left open and he got out! I would still have my precious grandson here with me. I blame myself some because we were trying to get custody because we felt it was unsafe for him on this island and did'nt get the court papers fast enough. I cant work right now, I cant sleep very well and Im still crying every day! I thought things would get a little easier to deal with but it's not.I had to go to the hospital for chest pains & breathing trouble I was told it was anxiaty attact. I just dont know how to deal with this. KASEY I love and miss you so much!